Generic Viagra Mentally (Part III)

October 7, 2009 by trojanman  
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As any other medication, generic Viagra has side effects. But I’m not talking about the possible negative side effects the medication can have on your system. Actually, I was thinking more on the lines of positive mental side effects. As a man whose leg has been severed takes a prosthetic leg with a smile, so I view my experience with generic Viagra when my erections were taken away from me. Of course, the physical effect was remarkable and I felt unbeatable and quite manly. Secretly I thought my penis as Popeye and generic Viagra was my sexy spinach. However, the biggest transformation I underwent was mentally.

Before taking generic Viagra I simply felt shame. A man’s manliness is a delicate issue and in the right situation, it can crumble quite easily. Earlier chats with friends were all about “them”; the men that suffered from erectile dysfunction were sort of mythical to me because I wasn’t one of them. However, the moment I was in fact one of these guys I talked about so distantly, I had no idea what to do. My wife immediately noticed changes in my mood, and up to date she is positive that I aged faster during that period. I guess it was stress.

I was so stressed out about how less of a man this situation made me, about how would I connect with my wife, about whether or not she’ll leave me for not being able to give her what she needed. I worried, a lot. Millions of thought crossed my mind. But before I could start pulling my hair off (which would have made things worse), my dad pulled me apart during family brunch one Saturday and asked what was up with me. After telling him about my concern, he laughed. Can you believe that? I was about to leave the room when he turned me around to explain he’d been through the exact same thing. Even when my concerns were valid, he stated things weren’t as bad as I was picturing them.

After a little pep talk, my dad convinced me of seeing his doctor. He prescribed generic Viagra, as he had done with my father. I took it. It worked. Functionally, the pill is great. You prep up a little before your big performance and you’re all set. But the inadvertent mental peace I’m sure no one had anticipated. Because I had taken the darn thing, I felt confident about going to bed with my wife.

During previous encounters, I had felt insecure and even reluctant to be with her. Unbelievable, right? I thought “come on, your wife’s hot!” But not even my wife’s hotness helped me feel my whole self. But the pills, these gave me the extra boost of confidence I was lacking. Perhaps my erections were back on track, but the confidence I lost the first times it happened were enough to leave me disabled.

Because of the magic in generic Viagra, I was too able to get my confidence back. It seems that these ED treatment things are not only about making your soldier rise to the ocassion; these are actually about making you go into the battlefield safe that you have a whole platoon behind you.

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